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Name: Shima
Country: Malaysia
Metro: Kuala Lumpur
Birthday: 2/12/1986
Gender: Female


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Wednesday, February 06, 2008

STATEMENTS

He likes you, you like him.
But let him like you more.


An ideology from a friend's mom. Probably betul jugak. Let him like you twice as much because if it doesn't work out, you don't feel hurt as much. Even if you like him more than he does, it's okay. Just make sure he likes you more than you do. But how on earth can I be sure of that, right?
Do you agree with the idea?



Don't let yourself be chosen.
Let yourself make the choice.

Somehow, betul jugak what Auntie Leha said last night. I've always let myself be chosen instead of me making my own choice. Let's say this guy sees you like no one has ever seen you in that way before. Just because he likes you, doesn't mean you like him too right? And just because he likes you that much, you're SUPPOSED TO like him too. No? But then you suddenly realize that nobody likes you in that sense and then you figure "what the hell, might as well go for him" when you know damn well you're not into him. Fake much?
Do you agree with Auntie Leha?



Dah tau perangai dia macam tu, you still nak jugak.
Salah siapa nanti?

Okay, the thing is people have their own flaws. Sometimes ada flaw yang tak boleh di-conceal. Recently ada extended family yang postpone their wedding so people start judging on them. They start blaming each other. Salah lelaki tu ke? Salah the girl ke? Salah parents ke pasal mintak postpone? We have to be considerate sikit la. I mean maybe the guy was stressed out. Ada orang sometimes terlepas kata, right? We're not perfect. And lucky for him, the girl is extremely understanding. Tapi when other uncles & aunties dah start kepoh...
I don't wanna talk about marriage - scares the hell outta me.



Kalau dah suka sama suka, kahwin.
Sebab nanti  angau. <--- isn't that the whole point?

Hahahaha she's so funny. Last night she asked us who's gonna tie the knot first. "Shima ke Nina? Siapa yang dah ada boyfriend?" Ahhh lemahnya when people ask that question. I think I know the answer to siapa kahwin dulu. Obviously KAK EVA. Who else? Hahahaa! :D
You have no choice but to agree with me, that Kak Eva yang akan kahwin dulu :) (Her reply)


Thursday, December 20, 2007

SO DAMN SUBJECTIVE

Maybe it's just me feeling like arguing with someone di pagi raya ini. I mean of all the people, it came from you. Of course everyone has their say but YOU talking about something you THINK you know about boleh bikin senak perut. Didn't you do what you did last time? Apparently to some, infidelity is the way to go. But who am I to judge, right? Well that post made my day. Thanks okay, I will keep that in minddddd.

(Okay² I terasa sebenarnya that's why I'm replying like this.)




Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha ;)


Tuesday, July 26, 2005

MOVIES

Wow when's the last time i logged in here again? Ah well neways, I've watched like a bunch of movies in the past 2 weeks plx. Ahh my eyes!! Uhm let's see, 40 Days & 40 Nights, Monster-in-Law, my sister's assignment  movie called Aku Jera (rofl..), War of the Worlds (Tom Cruise.. w00t!!) and Queen of the Damned thrice (LESTAT!!! growl..). Dayumn I'm hookt. I love the soundtracks to bits and and and KORN ROCKS, people!! I had Economics exam today (yeah, again plx). And one more paper tomorrow, Islamic Studies. And then, phr33dom in August plx ^^ Oh when the hell is my sis gonna get the router?!? Me want r00mage internet 0wn4ge. Meh.


Thursday, June 02, 2005

HELLO JUNE

I wanna welcome June. June has always been my favorite month but this 2 days I've not been feeling good. Screw June. This might be the worst month for me this year. (Mmkay I believe in this month thing.. So what?) God, so many things I have to deal with by myself. I may be nineteen but I can't help dealing with this with all the pressure on me. Love, life, education, finance. Gives me a headache.I just lost someone that I love the most - my couz. I can't take it anymore. I don't wanna play his game no more. At least not right now. Not with all this shit on my shoulders. It's too heavy.


Wednesday, June 01, 2005

THE LAST DATE

Went out to meet him like what he wanted. It was alright but too much pressure I couldn't take it. I almost exploded but wew luckily I didnt. We went to QS and this guy handed me a paperbag. He was like "Hey Shima. Someone asked me to hand this to you." I was like "Huh? Okay? Thanks?" So we went to Dome and had a long-ass talk. It was a rose and a card inside it. They were from him.



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